Unspeakable Confessions

It's a long, long journey. Full of adventure that sometimes, I can not understand. Even, although I understand, but I can not understand more deeply. Journey to get you, half of my soul. Journey to reach you, the part of my feeling.

I know, I always friend of mistake. Always makes you hurt, and even cry in the silent night. I know, there is a lot of promise we can not achieve, or reach together, same as before.

I want to whisper in the wind, and send the message in the bottle, like romantic movies, saying that I really need you in my life. Not for my goodnees, but it’s also for us, you and me.

I would love to tell you the truth, everything happen in my life, from the beginning, but it only when you want to hear me, not with your mind, but also by your heart. I want to sit  there at your side, together in the coldnight, with the moon watching in night sky. Begging you one more time, to stay with me, not for a little while, though I know, our situation can’t be changed.

I know, my job is full of mud, but I can play in the cloud, if it can make you happy. I realized, even when I do everything right, does not mean it's true for you.

Damn!!! Space, now feels like a bulk head which hurt. Moreover, turmoil misses often blinding my logic. My body locked up anger, angry to myself, because I can't hold you tight. This situation really make me confuse, as the heart beats, which does not want to stop at the intersection. Maybe I could hinder its speed, with a smile on the lip of the string, or slapped my stupid selfish with some wise advices.

Here… I dream colors of ours, with sound of unspeakable miss.
Here… I am asking your agreement between unbelieveable.
Here… I replay the question in my heart, “don’t you wanna stay here a little while?” And begging you once more...Please…stay here for a while…with me.


Lo Siento... Honesto, no quiero solo sin ti

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